I don't know why, but for some reason I thought I would be able to write a book. I'm enjoying the pre-writing phase - developing the world, characters, plot, etc. But when it comes to actually writing the book I don't see how I will be able to do that. In high school I was always just an okay writer, then after high school I would write the occasional blog, but really, my writing is awful compared to what it once was. So while writing a book sounds like a good idea in theory, I just don't see how it's going to work out in practice.
Really, I'm just not a writer. Even though I aspire to be a published author - I have no idea why - I'm just not.
We'll see I guess. I want to give it an honest shot, I'm just concerned about wasting time only to realize in the end I should not be a writer because I suck.